It sneaks in, starts with just a throb but this time it turned into much more. I tried to fight it all day. But it kept sneaking back in. I willed it away, but it was relentless. By 7:30 it had taken over. Jackson must have seen it in my eyes. He did his bedtime routine almost all on his own. He didnt even ask for a book. He turned on his little night light, gave me a hug and kiss and put his arms up to get into bed. He loves books, that has never happend. Jonathen locked up and tucked me in.
The world had no choice but to stop. The pain was so intense, my stomach churned, and the world spun me to sleep. My body was shutting down, forcing me away from my thoughts and chores.
I haven’t had one this intense in over 10 years. It is a scary reality when you are in charge of everything in two little peoples world.
It is my ultimate sign that there is too much in my world. So now, to filter.
